I smell like dog, do you like cats?

Hmmmm. i'm playing minesweepers after a long long long time. I want to open my new blog but it thought it would be cooler if i opened it on new year.

Dr. Pepper didn't fall through.

Alright, it's 26th december, in 1 week i'm going back to school. UGH. i can't take it la. my sister is crying. sigh.

wendy and the over-dramatics.

since the 23rd of march, i have posted 168 post. and it's been 9 months. I'm gonna change my blog once i get my diary-x account settled.


I think back about, 9 months ago, I am actually quite silly. I wish i didn't do all those silly things. I wish they all went away. I wish things would be back to normal. I wish to be normal. I wish i could die

to: WHOTHEHELL.

seriously, WHO THE HELL ARE YOU!? i don't need you telling me what i already know. that's why people tell me that stupidity will be the death of mankind. * does a bimbotic, uh-huh action*

You know what, i got a gift voucher and i called fangzi and asked her what i should have done with it, she sort of answered my question. But it leaves me blank in another question. Hmmm. Yeah, anyhow i screwed the day up and i shall put it all away with my, VODKA PEACH. That's retarded, i don't even want to open it. I figure it would taste like the peach tea. EEEEE. You know what, I'm seriously sad about what i said and i totally regret saying it as well. Now she think's i'm a total nutter. Not that i'm not a nutcase ( WHOTHEHELL*if you swing by again, you dont have to tell me that i'm a nutcase cos i know. i'm not oblivious to facts. ) but it's just totally wrong. I really screwed up big time.

oh yes, i want to make this shout out to chermin and another shout out to profess my love ( but it's getting rather cliched and practically everyone knows, but i just never admitted to the person itself. Rather forget it, i won't profess my love openly although almost everyone actually maybe everyone knows. )

CHERMIN LAM JIN PIN! ( hopefully you swing by soon again! ) I MISS YOU A LOT AND WE LIKE NEEEEEEEED TO GO OUT! ONE DAY THAT IS, I MET THIS REALLY HOT ANG MOH GIRL MAN! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Shit-happens.

You know what, I seriously have like a lot of crushes on people that it's becoming very irritating and i can't stand it! But don't get me wrong, It doesn't mean i don't like you-know-you-know anymore. But it's really awkward as to like someone and yet have a crush on another. One way or another some of you might get what i mean and some might not. Let me give you an example, Perhaps for instance you like this person, B. And you like Angelina Jolie ( celebrity crush, i don't get it everyone thinks she's hot pretty and everything. ) and the feelings goes, you like B and you like Angelina but not as much as B. Ok it's kind off confusing, but i guess you suckers will get the idea.

I like this girl, and her name's sally. ( HAHA ) she's really smelly.

you know, now no retards can use the internet at home cos i'm totally hogging the whole system! AHAHA. idiots you know, really. my desktop's cpu has been sent for fixing and my mum brought back my dad's laptop. and i was using the internet connected to some shabi guy (apparently, i tapped into his connection. ;] ) then he switched it off or something. then there wasn't any internet connection so i just unplugged the broadband wire to the reuter and just plugged it into the laptop's modem thing! :D

on another note, my desktop went for some clean up! no more music on itunes!! :( for the 2nd time, fuck.

bye bye you cheebs. I'm going for a facial tomorroww morning and getting presents!

Time: 1215 hrs
Date: 18-Dec-2005
To: Chengdu
Flight: MI936
Terminal: 2

Sometimes i really think i'm very stalkerish, yet resourceful. I'm really excited. I think i'm powered by emotions and my mood. Hmmm. Jeanette's back from Korea and she doesn't want to talk to me. :(

I WANT A SONY ERICSSON PHONE. UGH UGH UGH. i'm cranky. I'm not going to Japan. SO SUAY LA!

on the 9th i was supposed to write about going to airport. But didn't cos my sister rushed me and the computer crashed, sort off. I have a very cranky computer. Anyhows, today i'm very sad the same kind of feeling i had on friday. My cousin's going to Korea!! I'M SO SAD. nobody's going to bug till i want to kill that person anymore. Nobody's gonna call every 5 minutes at 10 in the morning. Nobody's going to send 3 text messages when i reply once to chase me to go to their house. :( and they are going for 8 days! and i was supposed to go! :( :( Shit. It's times like these i need something to help relieve my stress and anxiety.

Love is, You.

What am i doing here? hmmm. i dont know. bye bye.

you know what, last night or morning at around 2.30am it was raining fucking heavy, like at obs and i was about to go to sleep alreaady then. i heard water dripping and i was like fuck what the hell then the drips started getting worst. and i realized the aircon was leaking on top of the cd player and discman and camera all the electronic goods la! then i went to move the stuff and the drawer out of the way so that the drawer wouldn't get wet. then suddenly there was a call looking for my mum and i was like uhm.. she's already sleeping. and she was like, oh my house is flooded i need help it's really urgent. and then i was like uh ok, i'll go get her. and then we went to that house. the house was like fucking obs. la. water was coming in from the walls the lights. wah lao eh! it was really like obs. and i really thought of obs and missed obs. it was like us and tents raining like zai. SIGH. alright. that's all la. gotta go. i'm working now! ugh.

Accountability

Something for you people to think about.

This is a story about People named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job. Everyone thought Anybody could do it but Nobody realized that Everybody would not do it. It ended up that Everybody blames Somebody when Nobody did was Anybody could have done.

I love:

Nora, Morgan, Kahlen, Naima, Lluvy, Christina, shit i've seem to forgotten the celebrities i like. Oh wells. I must add i really do like Nora and Morgan! They are so kickass spunky! hmmmm... i need to get 10 bags of 100g Famous Amos cookies. Ok just got a message from Candice. I need 18! phew! I need to get them by tomorrow plus 8 christmas cards. oh yes, i need to be at the airport by 6.30am. YAY!

Haha. I want to be a PL. They are like so cool!
I'm really tired right now. i slept like like 11hours ago and i'm really tired cos i set my alarm at 7 and it went on and off and everything. I'm really tired. I keep yawning and i want to go clubbing later. Ahh Project Runway! Nora Nora Nora! but she is already out. :(

for honour or glory? not.

I watched chicken little last night, It was super crappy. Like, SUPER! It was suppose to be some touching movie which wasn't touching in the first place, should have kept to a comedic line. And everybody is telling me that my hair is like Lionel Lee's! My God! It's not la, although the tinges of green and blue and already out, It's frigging not like Lionel's, i swear his is way cooler. I should brush up on pool skills or learn how to play chess or actually train harder for badminton, then one day i may be able to represent singapore. :D Now that's serious dreaming.

This is crazy. I just figured that i blogged 7 times yesterday and i have many typo errors. :( my mum got a new math tuition teacher who looks like a nerd and a rapist. I dont know why, but i shan't voice out my opinion. I'll get slapped. I don't want to move out! Wait, i don't want to move out to that zhap zhap ugly house down the road! :( I want to design my own room! I want my bed to be in the flooring but my mum says's it's not possible unless i were on the ground floor. I want a swimming pool, I want a basketball pole, I want a pool table!! I want a pool table in MY room! :D alright, i'm being very spoilt. I want a lime green flooring with a black ceiling with pink stars or i'll decorate the ceiling. And i'll lock up my room when i go out and i'll stay cooped in my room. wahh i'm so smart! :D I've got a pool table, computer, PS3, Fridge, TV, DVD player. No need to go out anymore lah! but you know what, i'm just dreaming. :(



come on baby, we ain't gonna live forever.
let me show you all the things that we could do,
you know you want to be together.
and i want to spend the night with you.
i don't love you, i can't love you.
but i do want to spend the night with you.

This the 7th time i'm blogging. I'm a compulsive blogger. :( i have lots of typo errors and i need an answer to question badly. I want tomyum soup. Minesweepers is getting boring.

I was reading Leon See blog, he said he has so many crushing it's very annoying. Haha.
the truth is, sometimes i feel that way too. :(

I want to watch movie. I want to watch harry potter. :( I can't speaking singlish. but i'm singaporean. sighsigh. byebye

it's the 4th i blogged today. I'VE AM EATING MY SHAKER FRIES!! :D

Alright. I didn't go to millenia walk. I'm stoning at home. I haven't showered today! My mum and sister came back from Dubai today! :D :D :D My sister bought me a pair of jeans and long sleeve shirt. It's like fucking expensive the jeans in 440dirhams and the shirt is 400dirhams and total it's 840dirhams. convert to SGD, $420!! WTF. they are like totally spending alot on me! not that i dont like it ( HAHA ) they bought me a watch, $400. a jumper $330, a shirt $90, my barbecue it's not much but it meant alot and the shirt and long sleeeve $420! i'm a real spender :D

I've got 50 minutes to get down to Millenia Walk and i haven't shower and i only have 2 dollars. How am i gonna get there?

I'M GONNA FLY THERE!

I'm turning into a Debbie. I had 4 slices of bread!! and a mug for milo. sighsigh. WEEJIA REPLY REPLY REPLY! sleepover club! MUST WATCH! :D

My toilet can't flush ( don't worry! i didn't shit ) the spraying thing is leaking like crazy! The toilet downstairs has exactly the same problem! Ahh fuck. I don't know what i'm doing today, stoning as usual, you nut!

I dont know if it's me or if it's me cos i was looking at the competitors list for Indonesia i saw the badminton team, seriously man they send in all their top players la! if i'm not wrong. none of the men side is below the ranking of 100 in their respective events. And 8 of them were ever in the top5 for whatever their event is and out of the 6, 3 was ever world no.1
But their women side is another story. Except for Jo Novita and Lita Nurlita and Lilyana Natasir. none of them has made it to the top5 for whatever events. I think it's only those 3 la.. They can frikking jump smash! :D I'll just bold the top players. scary man. come to think of it. several of their top players are not in this field. Prolly too many la huh!

1 Sony Dwi Kuncoro M Badminton Men's Singles, Team
2 Simon Santoso M Badminton Men's Singles, Team
3 Luluk Hadiyanto M Badminton Men's Doubles, Team
4 Alvent Yulianto Chandra M Badminton Men's Doubles, Team
5 Markis Kido M Badminton Men's Doubles, Team
6 Hendra Setiawan M Badminton Men's Doubles, Team
7 Nova Widianto M Badminton Mixed Doubles
8 Anggun Nugroho M Badminton Mixed Doubles
9 Taufix Hidayat M Badminton Men's Team

10 Adriyanti Firdasari F Badminton Women's Singles, Team
11 Fransiska Ratnasari F Badminton Women's Singles, Team
12 Jo Novita F Badminton Women's Doubles, Team
13 Greysia Polii F Badminton Women's Doubles, Team
14 Lita Nurlita F Badminton Women's Doubles, Team
15 Natalia Christine Poluakan F Badminton Women's Doubles
16 Liliyana F Badminton Women's Team, Mixed Doubles
17 Yunita Tetty F Badminton Mixed Doubles
18 Maria Kristin Yulianti F Badminton Women's Team

Can't forget our Thai butch pairing, Saralee Thungthongkam and Sathinee Jankrajangwong. i've got no photo so i shan't upload. But seriously if you saw them play, you'd think are you sure those are women. And i saw a John Travolta in the Indonesia competitor list!! LIKE WHAT THE FUCK LA!